She Dreams

She Dreams

Shifting her mother’s doctor appointment to a brother solves only one problem, and that is: she doesn’t have to go. She doesn’t have to listen to so many negative things that she has heard of thousands times.

The guilt though, is eating her inside out!

She questions herself on the why that she has to feel that way! Or did her brother ever felt guilty when she was the one that did everything else?

This stressful situation isn’t going away, and it weights her down!

So much so that her body feels physically heavy with each step taking.

Why does it have to be this way?

What happens to her life? Where did it goes? How can one person’s conviction affects so many other lives like this?

Every week, the guilt of not going or going to see her mother is a tremendous torture already. While she alone deals with this, her 10 other siblings are freely living their lives.

So now, she will transfer some duties to the brother, if she wants to go on to live her life.

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About IcyBC

A simple person with a pragmatic soul!
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4 Responses to Guilt

  1. Icy, this guilt is tearing her apart. And the fact of the matter is, there is no reason for her to feel guilty. She has done more than her share against all odds, while the other siblings sit back, relax and criticize. It is time for the brother and other siblings to do their share. Their should be no guilt, Icy and I know that is easy for me to say. The fact is, there are people, like the mother who thrive on putting guilt on others. They find joy in it. I know, my mother was the same way. Start living your live, sweetie…It’s high time.

    • IcyBC says:

      I believe in my destiny, though I don’t understand the “whys”, but it seems that I have no other choices but to keep on doing what have put on me..

  2. Nothing wrong with sharing a burden with a sibling. xo

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